Inspiration

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Here.

     Here. In this place. In your words and your space. You can be anyone you want to be, you can be the someone you've dreamt to be. As time passes and I grow older, I have become more in control of my emotions and feelings. I have become used to the idea that people in life do leave you. Because I have been and will continuously be let down throughout my life. Through this awareness, I have abandoned the fear that comes with others being unhappy with who I am. But I think that one thing that does become difficult for me to do daily is to express my true and accurate feelings without them running into a blunt and oh so sudden wall. I know I don't write much on here, as some of my writings and open thoughts tend to get me in trouble at times, but I have come to the conclusion that if I don't just blatantly say it then I have failed myself. Because as 2013 approached one of my yearly goals was to be honest in all that I do. And at times, I feel like I have failed that part of my resolution. And to be quite frank with you, I am tired of failing. I'm done being a loser; I chose to be done with that a long time ago during youth. Although, not just a loser in the aspect of bad luck, but a loser in the sense of choice. I am no longer “a choose to be loser” per say, but instead I am a woman of (yes I say woman as I am quickly approaching 20, which still sounds and feels foreign) of accomplishment. Yes. Accomplishment. This word feels so much more warm and close to me rather than anything else. So instead of hiding behind nice words and trying to please others around me as to not offend anyone, I’m done. I can still be an accomplished, kind, giving and spiritual person without sacrificing my beliefs to please other people. I have been laughed at and called crazy for some of the thoughts that I bring to the table, but I have also been rewarded and connected to others through those very same thoughts. So judge me.

I'm babbling.

With love,

Kenzie

Staying in Tune with Yourself.

"And if you were a river, run dry, well I'd sing you sweet bye and bye."
- Kasey Chambers, Wayward Angel 2004

(Project by Riittai Konen and Karoline Hjorth, found photo at this blog)

The List Project:

      Today I stumbled upon a list created by Laura, from roots and feathers. I found the list to be very inspiring and soon became interested in creating my own. Moorea Seal has created a 52 week list project to help all of her lovely earth sisters. I am always writing and jotting down my thoughts, trying to express feelings that I don't always get to express throughout my busy days. I am constantly trying to grow and become the person whom I want to be, though it is a struggle at times. So today I gave in to my heart, and I wrote down aspects of my life that mean something to my soul and my spirit. Some of it is personal, so I haven't shared the entire list but it gives you a peak into important aspects of my life. Enjoy. Perhaps, you too, could create your own list.

Much Love,

Kenzie