My Sweet Life Necklace

So as you all know, I was the winner of the Sweet Life Necklace give away. Mimma of My Sweet Life was so kind to me and you can really tell that she put a lot of love into this necklace. 

I really enjoy this necklace! I have worn it with so many different outfits and I've received so many compliments on it. I can't wait to see what designs she comes up with next. 

Everyone should go check out her shop and see all of her beautiful jewelry.<3

Much love,

Kenzie

New Tattoo

  Yesterday I went on a little journey by myself. I had doodled a design that I really liked and wanted to get my next tattoo. After I got my first tattoo (it's on my side) I really wanted to get one on my left shoulder blade. So I did. It represents so many things to me. The saying, is Irish Gaelic for "My Soul Is Free" because lately I feel that my soul has been releasing burdens and moving on. I'm not stuck in the past anymore nor am I haunted by it constantly. The moon is full because in my life, the moon has played a vital role in many events that have happened to me. It has always been there. I remember so many times looking up to the moon, feeling happy, feeling sad, feeling old, feeling young, feeling alone, and feeling in love. So many emotions connect me to the moon. The stars are my Sagittarius constellation, and my personality really shines through on this tattoo. So I hope you all like it! Not to mention the music video, I have been listening to Angus & Julia Stone for about four years now. And now they are solo and I am really enjoying the new work they are coming up with. Enjoy.

(Pardon the bad Microsoft paint skills. Haha.)

Missing my boy today.

  

Facing A Transition

      I just want you all to know that in times like these, my blog gets deep. Like REAL deep. And I don't care who sees because as I said before, I am transitioning into a new person and I will be raw with my emotions. I will be real with my feelings. And my heart, mind, and soul will all be exposed.

     I hate the days where I'm constantly questioning myself. Who am I? What do I want with my life? I think many people struggle with identity crisis's all throughout their lives and I'm only a small percentage of the population. It's like this: I once described myself as a parallel. I am a parallel person who experiences life through the lens and the beat of my heart. I know, it doesn't make sense to you. But let me explain further... When I pick up my camera and I take those photos, those are my memories. Because you can sure as hell know that I'm not going to remember something like this with my type of brain. My brain soaks up EVERYTHING. From smells, to sights, to the sound of people's voices... It's like a sponge. But it leaks out at the end of the day. So there. That's that. When I look at things I feel as if these memories are going to matter one day, as if they are already being written down in a book of my life, written by some foreign stranger whom I don't know nor will I ever know. But he knows me. And he's showing the world who I am.

      The beat of my heart controls the other side of my parallel personality. I'm going through this change that I can't quite put my finger on, and in some ways it scares me because I've never felt so powerful before as I do now. I feel brave. I feel strong. I feel fearless. Part of me wants to run away to Alaska, waitress in a diner and document my carefree life. Part of me wants to run away to California, try my luck in stardom. Part of me wants to work in New York and run a large business. And part of me wants to stay here, in my own comfort and solitude and enjoy my time doing nothing. But no. This is not who I am. Although I am a dreamer and a wisher, I am a logical thinker. I know what is best for me and as of right now I am sticking to it. Until God steers me into a different direction directly, then I will really know what I want out of this life.

     But I think first and foremost I need to make a bucket list. Because the new me is tired of being afraid of life's struggles, the new me wants to take these struggles and overcome them the way they've never been overcome before. I want to be fearless.

(In memory of my kitty whom I can't find. She ran away and I'm praying and hoping she will come back.)

Much love,

Kenzie

Advertising on Humming Bee Vintage

I have decided instead of using "Adchoice" I will create my own type of advertising. I did not like how it would bring up random advertisements like dating sites (Can you say yuck?) Here you will be able to advertise your blog or shop in a simple and affordable manner. The ads will run 10-30 days depending on which you purchase from the time that I post them. So if you purchase it on Monday and I'm unavailable until Tuesday your ads will start on Tuesday, not Monday. Pretty good deal if you ask me. I will be honest with you. Lately I have been getting 40+ page views per day. So that means that several people are keeping up with my posts and the numbers are only growing. It is not a large investment and definitely no waste of money. I believe that it will help everyone get connected to each other. Thank you. 

Large Ad (220 x 350)

 Your ad will be ran for 30 days. In the Large ad, you will be able to host a give away or a host blog post if you so desire. You can choose to do both or only one, it is all up to you. This is a great way to get my readers to head on over to your blog and see the cool things you have to share! ;) Hosting a give away is also a great way to give readers a taste of your product and truly appreciate your work. 

Ad price: $3.50

Medium Ad (220 x 220)

With the medium ad, your advertisement will simply be on my blog and ran for 15 days. I will also feature you in one of my blog posts in some way. It may be small or large depending on what you want to do. It is also entirely your choice. Just email me and let me know your ideas.

Ad Price: $2.50

Small Ad (220 x 105)

Your ad will be ran for 10 days.

Ad Price: $1.50

How to pay: Email me at hummingbeevintage@hotmail.com and first let me know if you are interested. 

Thanks, and much love,

Kenzie

www,hummingbeevintage.etsy.com

My Etsy Experience - Herbolution

I've never had major issues with acne. But when I become stressed or it's just not my happy week, my face breaks out in oil, blackheads, and painful pimples. I got tired of searching and spending money for stuff that either dried my face out, didn't work, or I had an allergic reaction to. So like I have in the past, I turned to Etsy and I discovered Herbolution. When I first received my package in the mail I was ecstatic, both the facial scrub and toner smell A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. 

PROS:

*It actually worked

*Organic

*Packaged with care! 

*Glass bottles, so you can recycle them

CONS:

*It could be bigger

*Paper on the packaging is not water proof! (DUH!)

Herbolution was also very kind in their response to my blog post. If you are reading this you can receive a 10% discount. All you have to do is use the code "HummingBeeVintage" at check out to receive your discount! I highly recommend it! 

MUCH LOVE, 

KENZIE<3

Don't forget to check out my etsy shop! 

www.hummingbeevintage.etsy.com

Summertime Sadness

I feel that the past two months have been an intense growing experience. The moment I walked away from people I've known my whole life was the first time I had actually felt free. I now possessed the freedom to be who ever I needed to be, even if it wasn't the person that everyone else knew. And in these past two months, I have used my time to grow spiritually and emotionally, to really become in sync with who I really am and reach out towards my dreams and aspirations, to turn what once were heartful thoughts into a deep and beautiful reality. 

“I think it happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.” 

-Nicholas Sparks

Earrings/Forever21

Necklace/FabulousnessFinds

Cardigan/Target

Dress/Local Store

Belt/Earthbound

Bracelet/H&M

Shoes/BLOWFISH

Day 4 & Day 5

Day four... We woke up early once again and had previously booked a train tour down to Cork prior that morning. We took a taxi to the train station which was in the center of town and I was cold. Clad in denim shirt and jeans I wouldn't stop shivering! So Sammy gave me his jacket and I walked about the train station looking like a little girl with his oversized jacket-(Yeah, I know, I'm adorable!) He then bought us breakfast which was the best food we had eaten there all week. They were little stuffed sandwhiches and I am so dissappointed in myself that I didn't Instagram it! But I feel guilty for my followers because I always feel like I'm instagraming food! Woops...

Our train ride was about three hours long. But totally worth it. We arrived in Cork and toured the town, learning a bit more history. Next we arrived at the Blarney Castle, the place where presidents and celebrities have traveled to kiss the Blarney Stone. It was breath taking! The landscaping in itself was beautiful but the castle was magnificent. We climbed about a hundred steps to get to the stone and Sammy and I both kissed the stone, and so now we are forever "Eloquent."

Next we walked through a forest that soon (I say soon but really it took forever!) led on to a quaint country dirt road, and us being from Texas were immediately relieved. It's funny how small things that remind you of home can fill you with so much joy. As we walked we found a lake with two swans who had just happen to have three babies tagging along behind them, continuing our journey we met a friendly horse who was happy with some roadside oats that we had picked for him. We then headed back and ate at a cafe and shopped a bit in an Irish store. All in all it was a great day.

Day Five

On Saturday we woke up early and jumped onto the Dublin Tour bus once again to refresh our memories on parts of the town, (Because we fell asleep on Tuesday! Haha!) We toured the Guinness Warehouse, Toured the Human Body Exhibit, and some other local Dublin tours. We also went on this fun little Ghost Bus tour which had us laughing the whole time! 

I loved Ireland. It was an experience that both Sammy and I will never forget, no matter what happens. But it made me realize how much I love Texas, and it also made me appreciate the small things just a bit more. 

Much love,

Kenzie